hebat

i'm just wondering how does it feel surprise from friends .. I've done a lot of birthday surprise for my friends , they look happy so i felt relieve :) does the feeling of celebrating with someone special same celebrating with friends ? it's must be memorable ever , God has written that i born on 13-12-1994 then why should I asked for make it early or late right ? that's the day my mom pushed me so hard just to make sure i'm alive and can see the world .. mom had told me how suffer she was to born me , i'm the one the most harder right mom ? i don't want to get out from your tummy HAHA sometimes i do felt down because i always be the last one but i take it positively .. people said everything happened for a reason , so why should i complaining about everything ! this is my path , it had been written in my life diary ..

i hope i meet them tomorrow , they've missed me ! i missed them a lot too okay ! since the last day we're going out 1-12 until today 7-12 we didn't meet !