losing people

it's not easy to think that everything will be fine. But, I will always hope that everything will eventually be fine. It's not easy to keep on survive in this situation, i need something to reward my self..

i wish to have someone always beside me, hugs me, comfort me no matter what.. its like giving me the spirit back to continue on living.. everyone knows that life cycle is like a ball, sometimes up and sometimes down.. currently, i feel my life on the ground. being hit by everything.. 

i'm scared of people going away from me because i don't want to be alone..

late night thought so far killing me slowly but i never thought of something bad, so, chill! the world still welcomed me :)

lots of love,

syfaa 💓